Friday, September 04, 2009

:(

-Dead End-

*sigh*
I know I shouldn't be here. I should be studying.

...but I feel like I'm at a dead end.

English....was I guess, quite ok.
Social Studies, well, let's just say the source-based questions were difficult.
Teacher showed us Bio results.
I'm beginning to doubt my own ability. Am I fated to fail?

I cannot let this happen.
I must not.
I'm sorry. I just have to do this.
I cannot let myself be beaten again. I've just had too much.
This failure, it hurts just too much (I'm crying as I'm typing this.)

I guess I have to face this on my own.
Don't worry, I'll be ok.

Thanks for the concern anyway, the simple act of reading this is consolation enough for this battered soul.

-m