mushroom heaven

i dreamt of a world where we ate mushrooms everyday. it was weird. :/

on another note, i'm effing bored to death.

i don't have a job yet, and even though i want to go on to do some voluntary work, i can't. i has bro-mide responsibilities. or whatever you call it.

what a drag. :(

so now i'm busy writing something. it looks good now, but i don't know how it'll turn out if i read it sometime later. lol. basically, the story's about a rich guy who has this lazy, self-centered attitude who gets a bodyguard, who is a girl, who has this "i am smarter than thou" and sarcastic attitude. of course, the guy thinks the girl is no good to be a bodyguard...and blah, blah, blah. i wouldn't possibly disclose the other parts of the story now, would i?

oh well.

i can't believe i'm saying this, but...

I MISS SCHOOL.

what the f is wrong with me?

*sigh* but i don't want to repeat secondary school. no way. :(

i just hope that i get good, i mean, awesome marks for my o-levels. waaah.

i really miss you. :/

grrr, if only i could go back to ph and forget all of this. but my cousins still have school...i'm not so selfish as to bother them just to fulfill my wants...

i'll just go and play pokemon on my psp then.

/endpost

a foxtrot above my head...

Hello again.

I'm feeling romantic. Is it because of the upcoming prom night? Or is it just pms?

*sigh*

perhaps it's because i dreamt of being at a porch of a house, being hugged by a guy. unfortunately, i wasn't able to see who the guy is.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! what is wrong with me?!?!?!

i'll post back later, if i can.

/endpost

haldo.

I'm back.

O-Levels are finally over. Ain't it great?

But this would also mean goodbyes.

Would you still remember me?

How would you remember me?
Would you remember me because I always picked on you, or have been sarcastic to you? Or because I was that person with the longest skirt? ...

We'd all be going separate ways. XY and JS would be going to poly, Michael would be going to some private university, Amanda would also be going to a poly, I guess, and Huy, Anh, and Tung would most probably be overseas.

Me? My future remains unclear. Despite me saying I'd be going to a JC, who knows if I actually can get in to my cousin's university in the US of A?

Why do I always have to be different from the others? Was this my destiny? -_-"

I've separated from my friends many times, and began anew too many times. It is rather sad. :(

But I guess life's like that. I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes.

I got hooked on Owl City. :D I like their songs.

Meh. See yah on prom night then.

Save the last dance for me.

:)