for teh lulz

lol. i've been generally bugging many people about their grammatical mistakes, even talking about grammatical errors made by my lecturers. this grammar criticism has been quite a habit (despite the fact that i'm still lazy to use proper capitalisation of letters), i hope no one kills me over it. i don't intend on wanting to lose this habit, though.

this week has been very tiring. i was recently busy doing council work involving orientation, and who knew orientation-organising could be so tough? plus there's the dance practices...i mean, dancing is ok, but i'm kind of tired of it. (in a literal sense, physically and mentally.)

but i'll make it, don't worry. i'm not dead yet, and still keeping my sanity. (i managed to get some back, but i will still act crazy and stuff, for keeping boredom away.)

right now i'm in the middle of doing chemistry tutorial on arenes. i'm quite liking how the paces of the lectures have been, but i don't like the fact that the lectures go on for 2 hours. however, i guess i really have to get used to this fact, although i don't know much about how things go on in a university, i have to make myself prepared for whatever's coming.

i always seem to attract crazy people. secondary school, jc, will i have another crazy bunch of people as friends in the future?

i certainly hope so, 'cause these bunch of crazy people i have befriended over the years have certainly made my life less monotonous. (in other words, brought colour to this smart idiot's life.)

secondary school has really been fun. i will miss being sarcastic (not like i'm not sarcastic anymore), and being around my clique (i'll admit to being part of a clique. it's not a sin to be in one, right?)...although i haven't been the most outgoing one in the gang. haha.

jc ain't that bad either, although i'm only halfway through the course of my jc life. although project work itself hung like a black cloud over all of our heads, my group's randomness surely made doing project work less of a bore. as mentioned above, council ain't that bad either.

maybe i should add drawings next time.

maybe i should set up my deviantart acct.

maybe i should stop procrastinating and do my work.

:)

g'nite world.

UPDATE AS PROMISED

allo everyone. since promos are over and i'm waiting for bro-mide to finish stuff in his com before i can finish my animation, i guess it's about time i returned to blogging. heh. (as long as i don't get detected again)

i feel that i've definitely lost my touch. i guess i got too overconfident with my o-level results that i had the mentality of me being "so damn smart" that i can just brush off through all my school work. i guess i really have to work harder this time, more than i ever did in secondary school. (or more than how i did this past few months.)

so why all this crap talk?

don't worry. i'm going to be in jc2 next year.

it's just that i'm dissatisfied with my promo results. ok, it definitely was an improvement from midyear exams, which left me quite sad, and led me to self-hatred, thinking why did i even let myself screw up sooooo badly. and yeah, i won't be retained, nor have the burden of having myself think that i only got into jc2 because the school gave me the chance to do so, because i got into jc2 due to my own efforts (meaning i qualify for jc2 without moderating my grades.).

it's just that my grades are not spectacular as they used to be.

ok, i guess i have to face the fact that i'm not in btss anymore. i'm not saying btss sucked (but it's nowhere near "leet school standard" either), i guess i still have not gotten used to the fact that since i'm in a jc (mjc for that matter, which has quite a reputation), i'll be surrounded by people who came from better schools, and it would be no surprise if they all are better than me.

i guess i'll have to think of a better strategy then (which doesn't involve anything evil such as tearing books in the library or sabotaging others for my own benefit. i'm not that bad, seriously.)

ah.

on another note, i don't seem to be putting much effort. better start getting to work then.

remind me sometime: i aim to get straight A's at the a-levels.

next year i'll be taking the a-levels.

am i terrified? yes. more than i did for the o-levels.

but i will make it. i won't try to meet the grade, i'll give it my all.

just to fulfil my dream.

is having a dream, a wish, childish?

many people would think so.

they'd say real life doesn't work that way.

i know this fact too well.

muh. i must be crazy. i don't really care.

i won't screw up this time.