thoughts from a forgotten kid

"complacency is for idiots.
don't be an idiot." -meh, i just thought of it.

"don't panic" - hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy

you know what? it seemed like the whole world forgot me altogether. like i was in an alternate universe (parallel dimension? i've only been reading on the first few partls of "mostly harmless" by douglas adams [yes, that guy who wrote hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy.], and i'm already hooked.) where i didn't exist.

of course, since no one would probably read this anyway, i'd probably should post something offending for a change, hmm?
...unfortunately, that's against my conscience. crazy people have consciences too.

so. onward to business. i have an itinerary to do. i'd be doomed if i didn't finish this.

i couldn't say i'm sick of being a loner, 'coz i'm not sick of it,
nor do i like it.
i couldn't say i want your attention, 'coz i don't want too much attention,
but that doesn't mean you should probably leave me alone.
i might not stick to your ideals,
and you on mine...
but there's no such thing as a perfect match,
as to have everything the same
or to have everything different...
i hope you'd understand,
'coz i might not understand you and the way you act, think or do
and i know you might not understand why i do this and that.
'coz we have our own different directions in life,
i don't know where your's or mine leads
but as a friend, i'll try to help, to see it in your way
but i might not be much help
'coz, hey, i'm a human too, i'm not perfect,
and neither are you.
and as much as i have no right to judge you and govern you
you don't control me, i don't control you
but what i'm really trying to say is...

i cut it to here...yes, i did write this on my own...just typed stuff randomly [that's my style of blogging]...and voila! instant poem. xD
...but it's on your own how to end this thingymajig, it's yours to decide what i'm trying to tell you.
anyway, it wouldn't be much purpose as nobody ever comes to this blog [i feel so discouraged *sob*]...but i do not seek popularity. it is something i couldn't handle.

...but anyway.

see ya on the flip side, whatever that means,
mariel

STATUS
mood: melancholic.
wants: pie
:P