...nyuh...//

for once i want the world to just shut up. i want them to leave earth and let me be alone. i want people to just get out of my way.

sometimes i'm just really frustrated on how people act. but i don't want a perfect world (note:utopia)...i never wanted anything like that.

some people just think that they're smarter than anyone else. i know some people are smart, but if i were smart, i'd keep it low key. ok, we know you're smart, but there is absolutely no need to show off. so shut that little trap of yours. i know some people are smarter than me in some things, but as i said, no need to show off.

some people think that they're perfect so they go off criticizing people. but they're not perfect. there is no such thing as perfect in this world. even if they have them "attractive qualities" doesn't mean they're perfect. the only person i know that is perfect is God...and even though we're imperfect, he still loves us, and accept us for who we are...and try to lead us back to the good side, eventually. not like other people who are such snobs who think they're perfect and go tell others off. i won't shoot, ok?

some people are so damn self-centered, that they think everything must be focused on them. i dunno why this is so, when they get the most attention all the time.

who am i ranting about? myself. why? i am such a show-offy, snobbish, self-centered jerk. that's right. a jerk. i know you'll ask, why do i look at myself that way? 'coz that's who i really am.

and yeah, other people are like that too, they just don't dare admit it. yeah, as i said in my previous post, you might think that i am all that, but i'm not. i've got emotions too, which is both a blessing and a burden. >.< (really sorry for dumping this to the readers, seriously.) i know some people are outcasting me, but, to the people who i've dumped on this matter, no need to stand up for me. i can do this on my own. i positively can. i don't need that guy anymore. like i'm gonna care if whatever happens to him. really. i've got other people to hang out with. forgive and forget, even if it means i have to forget that person ever existed.

yeah, i know those people have their own world, and thereby leaving me out of the matter, but i don't really care if they do. i've got my own matters to think about. i still have a whole life ahead of me, and i won't waste my time moping around just 'coz i got outcasted. not anymore.

i know the class is clique-ish. but that doesn't mean that going around without a clique makes you a loser. it's not true. i know someone who thought so, but living by that ideal makes you too dependent on your friends, and in some instances, makes you more of a loser. a definite low.

i like my own company for this time only, thanks. i have a life too, ya know.

oh yeah, did you hear of the guy who did not have a life? he said he did have one, and he bought it off the convenience store, but i think it's not working for him.

so really sorry for dumping the crap on the readers. and to those who got hit by my rants, there's a filipino saying, which goes like this:
"batu-bato sa langit, ang matamaan, ay 'wag magalit"
which means if you ever got affected if someone talks about you in a subtle way (like this rant), don't ever get angry. ^^

see ya,
mariel

(this post has been inspired by:
simple plan - shut up
)