Thursday, April 23, 2009

curious.

hello.

I know it's kinda late, but I'll do so anyway, for the lulz.

SYF DAY:
Went to school, seriously irritated with my gown. Kept saying words that I try to avoid nowadays, as I keep stepping on the bottom of my gown. I was in the same bus as Ziana, and I only noticed that at the end of my bus ride. Had a little chat and stuff. Went to music room, and like the little idiot I am, I hang it at the string of the projector screen. Ain't it fun?
Played some card game which I dunno how to spell, until Jing Shi was called in by idunnowhoteacher. Later lined up with class, where TTZ said we will surely get a COP. I smirked...we'll see.

Went running for how many rounds at the paarade square. I know that the students playing PE didn't see this coming...Michael ran so fast, so did Amanda. I walked. :)

Afterwards we had "recess". I didn't eat much. :P

Then we had to wear the gown. I went upstairs with Amanda...soon some of my classmates went in the toilet. Amanda was...err...ok, she thought wearing the gown was darn embarrassing (I spelled it right, lol.) Then Ms Lee came and then practiced and stuff...the bun'd up the hair, put on make-up and all those stuff. I still think I didn't put the right shade of lipstick...

Then we went to VCH. Did some breathing exercises, then we saw some SAC peeps. Went upstairs (y'know what I mean, rightt?) then practiced our songs. Ms Lee said to relax and stuff, lol. While the choir before us performed, we prayed to our own gods...I was like, begging to God "I beg you, please let us win a silver!" over and over again and stuff. :D

Went up the stage. Was shivering out of nervousness at first, but everything went well as I let the nervousness go away. LOL.

...then we watched SAC, RGS and Crescent Girl's School (?)...I shall not mention the belly-button and waterfall effect affair in this blogpost.

...went home. Pa asked me what we got, I told him I dunno.

5:30-something came. XY sms-ed me the good news:
CHOIR GOT SILVER. :D (not the exact words.)
So I sms-ed her back:
Yay yay yay! Woot! You aren't kidding me, right?
She sms-ed back:
like duh! Hahaha. F***ing happy :)

....and I was happy. And I felt like I wanted to treat everyone in the world ice cream.

...if only I was Bill Gates or something. *winks*

...so how did I feel?

> that "in-your-face-feeling" if you got something others didn't expect you to get >:)
> Happy. No, glad. No, I mean, ecstatic.
On second thought, let me phrase it as how XY said it: "F***ing happy" :D
> Shocked. Was I in a dream or something? Did I imagine the whole thing?
*pinches self* ...ok, I'm not dreaming, then.
> Speechless. I dunno what else to say.


...well, I still got stuff to do. My post will be cut short, so yeah.

Sayonara :D

Sunday, April 05, 2009

weird night.

I had the weirdest dream...it went like this:

...so something happened that me and my family were forced to return to Philippines...when I got there, I joined some group who I thought as friends, then afterwards I was left out, because I didn't want to join their gang fight. Why would I?

Meanwhile, when I went to school, I saw everyone from 4e1 (except Huy, Anh and Tung...I actually wondered why they weren't there) and 2 other guys. At first the teacher was nice, but by the time it was Science period, she scolded me 'coz I brought my sec 4 books when everyone was bringing pri 4 books! I was totally in a blur...I didn't understand why I was in a p4 class.

...then, the teacher said she'll bring us to this place called 'the supermarket'. I'll never understand why it was called so, but actually, it was a pencil and eraser making factory (or something like that). Then, a feirce looking lady explained to us the work done in the factory, and she asked us to fill up the form and choose which job we want to do in the factory. I didn't want to do any job, I knew it was child labour. As a way to escape that dump, I asked if I can go to the toilet...and that lady didn't allow me to do so. And then she asked me, "have you filled up the form yet?", and I was like "no, and I don't want to". She was angry and started attacking me and stuff...out of self defence I kicked her and punched her and stuff, and began shouting stuff (some of which were vulgarities)...In the end, I rolled her up in some mat, and to my surprise, she disappeared.

...then she reappeared, with her husband. I dunno what happened next, the next thing I knew was that I was in some Japanese-style railway station.


...Now wasn't that a blur or what? ^^

...anyway.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNJ4ZK3TPt4&feature=related
^
if anyone can play this, please let me know. ty and have a nice day.

...und so sagt das verrückt Mädchen.

Friday, April 03, 2009

Waging wars, common sense and some other stuff.

Go figure.

I've been almost at war with everybody...I mean, everybody except my family and friends...
Aw crud, why am I so stupid to get into these messes! They're idiots, they're not worth being bothered about! They should be ignored!
What the pfartgl is wrong with me?! Raaaaaah.

Why am I at war, you might ask?
> guest guy at JS' blog. I know I'm not obliged to do so, but she's a friend, and you know the whole blabbity blah thing.

> some person/people at school who's been bothering Erycka...also not supposed to. *bangs head* I feel like I'm being kaypoh (did I spell it right?) and stuff...

> a bunch of dudes who I (pretty much) intimidated. I was on a bad mood with some people who had no common sense, and when they asked if someone was sitting on that bench we were sitting on, I shot back a "yeah, duh", thinking "of course there'd be someone sitting there you dumb*****"...in the end they were pretty much f***ed off becomes I was (maybe) looking down on them and stuff. After school, I saw them while Mich and I were walking to the bus stop, and they were giving me this look like...you know, when you make someone angry and stuff? Yeah...

...so yeah, this week had pretty much been a nightmare. I really can't wait to get out of this school ASAP.

Why?
> that stinky foul-fish-smelling pathway going to the school
> people who act like they're gangster and stuff but is actually seeking attention
> people who disrupt lesson time when I'm really in the mood (which is on Bio, and on other subjects on rare occassions)
> a bunch of people in class who have been giving me endless headaches (I know I should probably ignore them, but they have the whole class' attention, and I'm pretty much a nobody)
> People who has pretty much no common sense...

Now, I don't have anything against common sense-less people, and I've been called as such by my parents on some occassions, and I'm crazy and stuff. It's just that, they do it every single day! For the exception of go-over-the-fence person, which I've only seen do so once.
And it's sorta irritating.

I need a break.

*drinks coffee*

I think they should a make a class called "common sense 101"...of course, I'd still have to attend.

Derp. *thinks of more random stuff*

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so smart...I don't like the feeling of being envied, and I don't like the looks of people when they think I'm looking down on them but actually I'm trying not to...but I like the looks on people's faces when I outsmart them...(sorry ^^")

...I wouldn't like being stupid either (pronounced in AmE).

...I hate how I become sarcastic even to friends and family.

...I hate not competing with anyone who's smarter than me and who's smug about it. It pretty much gives me that motivation...but it's not as if I hate Huy...he's smart and humble...unlike me who's pretty much arrogant and stuff.

I think I'll go plot something to calm myself...and eat chocolate ice cream with milo powder on it. I won't go emo, I promise.

...und so sagt das verrückt Mädchen. (no translators in this one! woot for me! ^^)

Thursday, March 19, 2009

random lolness. :p

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

LOL.

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Sunday, March 15, 2009

Hello. ;D

First and foremost, I'd like to apologize to any people I've hurt in the process of keeping up this blog, and to those I will hurt later in this post.

Why am I apologizing? I dunno.

Anyway, lemme summarize what I did for the past few days, my shenanigans, my plots (not really, wouldn't divulge these kind of stuff), and my whatnot.

FREITAG:
Last day of school.
Our class had scolding from Mdm Tan (bio teacher)...but I didn't mind, because I was busying myself reading Artemis Fowl: The Lost Colony. I hope she won't kill me if she reads this...Anyway, I've completed the whole series, of which I've read in a non-consecutive manner. Smart, no?

Then there was speech day practice. As usual, I was reluctant to go, but I decided to go anyway. Talked with Erycka (will call her that from no on, I guess) about Artemis Fowl and that "blasted puberty" thing Artemis said in the book...and made fun of Carl "Kalabaw" and Jericho "Jerica/Unggoy"...

...then all hell broke lose when they gave us our March Holiday Choir practice schedule.

I was so darn angry, I actually wanted to stab someone if I had the chance or beat the living crap outta someone. I mean, it's unreasonable to have choire practice during the holidays, shouldn't we be given a rest? Seriously, especially us sec 4s...you maybe dunno half of what stress we would be having, especially me.

So I got angry, and unintentionally angry at some people (you know who you are)...but I pretty much calmed down after some jokes at the MRT with Erycka and Esther. Lol.

Then, I went to church for this meeting-thing. There were only 5 of us, not including the three cathechism teachers...they planned a bible-study like group thing starting next fri. I can't wait to get started...I'm dead serious.

SATURDAY:
wardens and filipino mass.
Was tired out in the afternoon. Had to fetch my bro for catechism...and then rush down to get him upstairs for mass while doing warden duty...now you see what stress I am in. But I like being a warden...much more better than getting stuck in choir, no offence.

Then we had filipino mass, so I had to stay back with my parents at church, preparing the food and stuff. I observed how people come and go so quickly when food is served. I haven't even finished a chapter when people started leaving, and I read pretty fast.

I came home, very tired. Oof.

TODAY:
feeling sick and stuff
It's been raining since noon. And I've been watching my bro play Sudden Attack since this morning...I know of a certain someone who's also playing Sudden Attack (besides me and bro-mide over here), but I've never had a rendevous with him (did I use that word correctly?). Don't plan to anyway.

I'm not feeling well, having the stomach upset. Must be the snack I ate.

Hopefully, I might go for choir tomorrow. If I don't, well, something must be wrong...

Man, my stomach hurts. It's like...I can't explain.

I think I need to use the toilet. I've been keeping it in since...a while ago, I guess.

See ya

Friday, February 13, 2009

raglfragtl

Hello.

Won't see me update for a while. I can't use the compy, unless for important reasons, but I'll still update as long as I do not appear suspicious.

So.

X-country:
I ran, OK?

I'm not that type who runs, though. I wish I waited for Amanda, Jing Shi, Xin Ying, Michael, Anh, Huy...you know...instead of running. Why? My efforts was all in vain.

Anywhoo, 4e1 got 2nd overall class champion. I'm surprised, it's the first time our class gets an award in cross country. I'm also surprised Syarhul got 2nd, I expected him to get 1st. And I'm also surprised to see most of the guys in our class running. Or run past me in that matter.

I ran the first half. Second half, I ran a bit, then chatted with Amanda, who gave up because a few people ran past her. Lol. Then I walked, and run a bit. But I mostly walked...or strolled. I dunno.

I saw a few teachers wear class tee. Was disappointed 'coz our own form teacher didn't wear it, but Mdm Liza and Ms Hao did.

Afterwards we took a class pic with some teachers (Ms Kah, Mdm Liza...um, I'm not sure who else)...and then we went for pizza! I was acting silly...threatening to put Tabasco in my drink and all those stuff.

Everything Else:
Watched a "rerun" of Avatar today on okto (I call it a rerun 'coz I've watched it already at Nick)...I have to say I'm hooked to Avatar, but I won't be a hardcore fan like I did for Codename: Kids Next Door. I other words, I won't be an "Avatard".

I'll be playing SuddenAttack, which seems similar to CounterStrike. Since the controls are pretty similar, I guess I won't have trouble with it except adjusting to the fact that you can't buy in-game or you can't put in scripts (but I haven't tried doing so). And also adjusting to the map and a lot of other stuff.

I won't be a pro in it though, I have studying to do.

Speaking of which.

I dunno if I'm improving or deproving. I can't tell. Really.

But, I know I have work to do with my E&A Math. Seriously.

And I know I satill have to find the balance between academics and CCA. I hate the pressure Choir is giving to us students to get at least Silver (not being a pessimist, but I know this won't happen)...I have studies and a life outside school! You can't expect me to have free time to go for extra choir practice, especially now that it's O-level year...My studies are still more important than my CCA...I don't care whatever choir gets for SYF. I'm more concerned about my studies.

My church stuff is still more important, though. Lolol, warden duty ^^

Gotta go now.
Blah.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

100. Hurrah!

*party time* 100th post!

Yet, I must not go detected in the parent radar. They'll bomb me if I did. Lol.

Yeah, nothing interesting in the world of this idiot, unfortunately, except the news on the newspaper, and Manny Pacquiao's boxing match, which went against the prediction of them critics.

Yup, Manny won. Ain't it awesome? ^^

Man, Pacquiao's an awesome guy. A fellow countryman that I admire. I mean seriously, despite his fame and all that money he's getting (I heard he's got millions!)), he still is very humble. Seriously.

I salute you man.


Anyway.

While I'm struggling with the flood of homework, the study notes and the work I have to do because I'm a crazy fan, I still have time to do gaming.

I rarely go online on TwilightMapleStory as I rarely have time, besides, my parents went on crazy as to put restrictions on my Internet usage. How sad.

I never go play Audition due to the "couple-crazy" people there.

You know what I've been playing?

Ace Combat X on my brother's PSP.
It's an awesome game, in my opinion. Although I've crashed the plane many times, I think I'm doing well for a non-pilot wannabe (unlike my bro), doing half of the missions done.

Yes, Ace Combat X is a game where you fly a plane and shoot down the enemy planes. It's more epic than my bland descriptions, really.

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I had this weird dream last night. There was me, my bro, and some several people I can't put my hand on who they are.
So yeah, in my dream, I was an ace pilot (ironic from what you see what I wrote above), and I just came back from a not-so-intense dogfight. So I was having my vacation (with my bro), until I saw something in the sky...something like a spaceship.

And if you saw Independence Day (which is a movie), well, everything went like that movie.

Idiotic, eh?

Well, at least it wasn't weird like the dream I had last week (you seriously don't wanna hear it. It had toilet humor) and that dream of me being President of United States and then attending someone's wedding a few days after my Inauguration.

I should seriously cut my chocolate intake. I think that's what causing these dreams.

But I'd rather have weird dreams than none at all, lol.

Anyway, I'll find something interesting this week, I guess.

Sayonara.